Know who you are at every age

It seems things are indictive to
A distinct desire to
Observe such
Feel such
Behave such that makes this hard for me

I'm not real and I deny
I won't heal unless I cry
I can't grieve, so I won't grow
I won't heal 'til I let it go

I'm not real and I deny
I won't heal unless I cry

It seems things are indicative to
A distinct desire to
Observe such
Feel such
Behave such that makes this hard for me

I'm not real and I deny
I won't heal unless I cry
I can't grieve, so I won't grow
I won't heal 'til I let it go
(x2)

Cry, cry, cry 'til you know why
I lost myself, identify
(x2)

I'm not real and I deny
I won't heal unless I cry
I can't grieve, so I won't grow
I won't heal 'til I let it go

 

Evangeline

Sorrow for letting someone else define you
Know who you are at every age
What impression am I making?
I see me as other people see me

There is no going back
I can't stop feeling now
I am not the same, I'm growing up again
I am not the same
I'm growing up again
There's no going back I can't stop feeling now

I had to fantasize
I was a princess, Mum and Dad were Queen and King
I ought to have what feeling?
I see me as other people see me

There is no going back
I can't stop feeling now
I am not the same, I'm growing up again
I am not the same
I'm growing up again
There's no going back I can't stop feeling now

Feeling now

There is no going back, and
I can't stop feeling now
I am not the same, I'm growing up again
I am not the same
I'm growing up again
There's no going back I can't stop feeling now

I had to fantasize
Just to survive
I was a famous artist
Everybody took me seriously

Even those who did
Never understood me
I had to fantasize
Just to survive

 

Bluebeard

Aliveness
Exploration
Aliveness
Energy

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?

Aliveness
Exploration
Fulfillment
Creativity

background:
It may be diverting
For some part of him

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?
(x2)

Naming things is empowering
I balance, walk, and coordinate myself, alive
Aliveness energy

Healthy dependence
And healthy independence
And healthy assurances
This love's a nameless dream
And healthy boundaries
And how long would you miss me

 

Theft, and wandering around lost

My body's offended
He took my belief
And I give back his shame
And I take back my power

My body is my own
My body is mine alone
And I deserve protection
And I can create it for you

Is this what my body said?
"Use me
Drain me
Fall around me"
Is this what my body said?
"Engulf me
I'm already dead"

I have a feel of things
Crying shakes the wall for you
And I am moving to poison love
And drown the stars above you

My body is my own
My body is mine alone
And I deserve protection
And I can create it for you

Is this what my body said?
"Use me
Drain me
Fall around me"
Is this what my body said?
"Engulf me
I'm already dead"

Keep cutting myself on the edges of reality
(x4)

Is this what my body said?
"Use me
Drain me
Fall around me"
Is this what my body said?
"Engulf me
I'm already dead"

 

Oil of Angels

First
He's inched her latch down
Anxious
Her hand begs
My distraction
Distraction

I will learn
To focus on
Oh, you hoo hoo...
Cause you won't
Recognize it
Stablize it

Things take- take me
To exception look for respect
Respect
Down- down there
You're not a nice track footfall
Round

Will we still hold
(Rain)
Things we couldn't do
(Strive)
For me to live
Rights of her
(Rights)
Treasure her
(Treasure)
Her freshness

First
He sinch election
Anxious
Oh, her hand begs
My distraction
Distraction

I will learn to
(I will learn)
Focus on you
(To focus on)
You hoo hoo...
Cause you won't
Recognize it
(Recognize)
Stablize it
(Stablize it)

He even finds a way
Supreme, man improves
Like what might he
Her life for everyone

Will it still hold
(Rain)
Things we couldn't do
(Strive)
For me to give
Rights of her
(Rights)
Treasure her
(Treasure)
Her freshness

I will learn
To focus on you
You hoo hoo...
Cause you won't
(fade out)

 

Squeeze-Wax

There is a wait and that's what hurt
Makes it happen, fill the gap
It spreads her hair all about
My steps
If I do it slow

No, no threats
No, no fights
No fantasies
Lucy

I hurry back to make him feel
(Lucy, Lucy, Lucy)
I have to make him feel better
(Lucy, Lucy, Lucy)
And oh, I know, no I can't
Freshness
You amaze me

No, no threats
No, no fights
No fantasies
Lucy
(x2)

How he'll never come to freshness
You amaze me
How he'll never come to freshness
You amaze me (x3)
How he'll never come to freshness
You amaze me
Looking at love as faces I could give this
You amaze me
No threats, no fights, no fantasies
You amaze me (x3)

No, no threats
(No threats, no fights)
No, no fights
(No threats, no fights)
No fantasies
(No fights, no fantasies)
Lucy

(No, no, no threats)
No, no threats
(No fights, Lucy, Lucy, Lucy, Lucy)
No, no fights
No fantasies
(No threats, no fights (x2))
Lucy
(No fights, no fantasies, Lucy, Lucy, Lucy)
(x2)

 

My Truth

You become a world for his
New heart, accepting
And you can work
Through the pain
Or enjoy the pleasure
Commit to the work of both
If you love all this energy
Not chemistry
And you can work
Through the pain
Or enjoy the pleasure

You can you can you can work
Through the pain
Or enjoy the pleasure
You can you can you can work
Through the pain
And come to peace

It's frightening
Exciting
Something shakes your whole understanding
The truth is not perfect
I infuse, I'm confused to
Say that I'm not angry

You can you can you can work
Through the pain
Or enjoy the pleasure
You can you can you can work
Through the pain
And come to peace

Remember my secret
I'll write it down and never tell you it
It's not harm free
Outside of myself
What can save me?

C-c-c-c-can work through the pain
Or enjoy the pleasure
You c-c-c-c-c-c-can work through the pain
And come to peace
You can work through the pain
Or enjoy the pleasure

 

Essence

You don't have to be so stiff when I wanna hug you
You had a natural right to be born to become
Yes having my small niece becomes acceptable to me
I'd feel angered had I lost you, can't imagine where you might be

Where do baby leaves go when they die
Oh, why I do not know
God is a feeling of loving yourself
You're precious to me, you know that

Stretching your arms
Wrap 'em 'round tight
Loving myself
With all my might

Where do baby leaves go when they die
Oh, why I do not know
Gone is a feeling of loving yourself
You're precious to me, you know that

Take a look inside you'll see
See how I'm doing
A message, something says to me
Tells me I'm all right
So you want a potion to send me away
Daddy, my love cannot get in today

 

Summerhead

My dreams zoom with us
My tears have run away
Our goal, goal collapsed
Energy of lonesome goal
May pushes, leaves and never feels
Shame casts offense
Shame casts her face
Star reason starring of the place

Safe at last
Seeing my thoughts are in order
Safe, fallen down this way
I want to be just what I am

Steal more treasures, steal more gifts
This'll size creative lies
Until we drop(grow up?)
It won't free you to go look for the key
My consciousness don't look away
What might keep them, but a slave
What might keep them, but a slave
My truth's not even- even half of what's

Safe at last
Seeing my thoughts are in order
Safe, fallen down this way
I want to be just what I am
(x2)

Safe at last
Seeing my thoughts are in order
Safe at last

Safe at last
Seeing my thoughts are in order
Safe, fallen down this way
I want to be just what I am
(x2)

 

Pur

I'm glad you are a girl
I'm pleased to know you
I like you for you
I'm happy you're growing up

Reach and you won't lose me
Destroy the objective, but still sur- vur- vive
You are angry and that's okay

Forgetful or pretending
Tired, ill, or angry, or cold
More assured of what to do
What I do care for you

Reach and you (rejection?) won't lose me
Destroy the objective, but still survive
You are angry and that's okay ... yes
I am not afraid of your anger
What do you need? What do you want?
I love you and I know that you can figure it out
(x3)