Rilkean Heart,
Rilkean Heart,
I looked for you to give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness and alienation
Into a sense of oneness and connecton, ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it
I come looking for the next high and
I'm sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place
I understand that you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well, that's a feeling state from then
The reality
Becoming truly self-reliant
And become connected with something beyond me
That is where I have to go
I'm so sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place
You're lost and don't know what to do
But that's not all of you
That's your reality today
And that is all okay
Golden-Vein
Shunning punched
All of song
Will you spare
Last night, till dawn
Your eyes have mine
At last I've got lyric
The rest into(in two?)
A mood of dust
Myself into
With eyes for me
My safe love
Bought
Showing emotions
New rules
Reaching out
Realing with it
Our mountain roses
Oh in their eyes and then
Little flowers in the dirt
And gladness will fill me in your hand
You hold and surround me in gold
Myself into
It finds a thread
Pink Orange Red
[V/ Tiny Dynamine track #1]
Half-Gifts
It's an old game my love:
When you can't have me you want me because you know
That you're not risking anything
Intimacy's why we're in the same place at the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel and who we really are
That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking
Well I'm still a junky for it
It takes me out of my aloneness
But this relationship cannot sustain itself
Intimacy's why we're in the same place at the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel and who we really are
That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking
I just have to know
How to be in the process of
Creating things in a better light
And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it.
I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill
I still care about this planet
I am still connected to nature
And to my dreams for myself
I have my friends, my family
I have myself
I still have me
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